things in mind~~

drafted this for some time& not able to get chance to upload after bck frm Europe and London. Just feel moody and tired to walk around in London, felt something needed to boost energy to further on my trip/ sleep for whole day without bothering any matter around.
time really flies..until I felt couldnt manage to cope with the changes around. felt abit lonely and confusing. is it because the incidents happened around me lately?or... everything goes blank in my mind now and for future as well. start missing family, buddies, friends, food,home etc...and without hesitation, the days in liverpool with u guys!!!days for scotland trip,Land's end trip..how long I would take to recover frm emo? moving towards rather than emo-ing there to reflash bck previous days, this is wat i can do isnt? The feeling I have now--

had been the countries and places that would like to go for in my life..esp NETHERLANDS!!!whoa~~like this country since primary and the autumn season in Paris!! really awesome and marvelous!!feel grateful had been stepping on so many countries when I only 22!!! just feel regret couldnt get myself visit the tulip farm which tulip is my favourite plant and lavender farm in southest of UK. learnt few languages eg Italy and really gain knowledge through this europe trip. feel happy going to have my days in belfast for autumn season which i had dreamed before and I have made it during my uni life(thought it may take many yrs to realise my dream..ekeke)

thanks for everyone to cherish my days in liverpool~~mayyi, esmee, lee min, ellena, yen, chiun siew, ckeat, elwes, jack,si yuan...etc feel grateful to know u----all the best there and do take good care!!waiting for our reunion in msia!!!muackssss

last module for degree

the time i should...scratching my head on book and im here now so hardworking on random blogging!!!!!gonna have my last module exam tmr!!!!~better give me a slap~feel so reluctant for leaving+ moody to ready for exam+wish to go for festival+get more time to be with friends=weird feeling I have now...how should i describe for it?

feel really warm to receive sms frm mummy when studying just now.only realise how long have been didnt skype and msn with them.here there are"girl.the luggage get shipped bck ald?those important doc must keep properly esp the passport.dun left it in luggage and ship it bck,you stil need to use it.must put properly!dun be so careless,forget this and that.must take good care of yrself." frankly,i have forgotten abt it and luckily my luggage stil here ;P chat with them through sms, and get a reply of 'dun nervous,relax wow,dun think so much and sleep early' when telling her gonna sit for last module exam, may not able to get 2nd upper for degree and feel very sorry because of a big mistake i have made here. this is wat mum usually ask me to do when i have exam,not asking me to study hard, go for sleep instead =.= and get a call frm uncle &aunty who live in canada,they just wish me to pass and stay happy&healthy. really will feel self-condemned sometimes. i ald cant get an excellent result on study performance as other cousins have made,only the 1 have to spend alots to afford my study butim the most who u gusy care on.

have missed out 2 chances of getting merit for diploma and advance because lack of 0.02.i really dont wish it will happen on me again and could get wat i want. how optimistic should i be for this?"我坚持的 都值得坚持么 我所相信的 就是真的么 如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有么 而如果都算了 不要呢" quoted frm a song, this is wat in my mind now'......time to study again.....wish myself really have a luck and all the best~~~if u believe u can,u can

MISS MISS.....

really do MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS mummy,buddies(knw who you are,no need mention ge la,hehe),friends.food.my lovely-sofa,bed,car, guitar
there's a list for me MUST EAT after bck to msia.here they are:
-kl: nasi lemak ayam, carrot o juice, beef burger(mr beh,when we go to eat again?yummy yummy,but then no supper time ;P), steamboat, sushi buffet, mussels, oysters,unagi,satay etc
-ipoh:dim sum.peanut dessert, secret recipe, assam laksa, thai food,home cooked food,hakka mee, red bean ice, egg tart,wan tan mee etc
-kuantan&kuala rompin:seafood!!!curry mee,otak otak,lagsang etc etc etc etc etc etc etc

feel abit dizzy after finish reading the list?susu,yenyi,ah bek, zhang, khien,beh, agnes,kalvan, u guys must get ready for it o...yummy yummy..here we go!!!!wait me back!!!slurp slurp~~~my saliva has to be out of control until nov...suffer~ing

here to say very thank you for u guys who email me, giving me concerns and lots of supports. really feel warm when receiving it always in these 3 months. it's great and very appreciate we all are stil keep in touch and nvr forget me. feel very sorry i couldnt able to attend some of friends' convo again in coming nov eventhough we have dealed before that we have to attend it together on waiting me bck frm summer course. in addition,i have missed alots of gatherings and celebrations with u guys...really very sorry because of the decision i have been made.
susu, '冒着被狗追的危险爬墙壁出来，在漆黑的夜晚躺在儿童游乐场看星星，荡秋千，爬架子...我想和我一起做那么调皮的事情的好友都还记得吧！' of course,it will nvr be deleted frm our memories isnt?hehe..and as wat i rmb(suprise that i stil rmb and recover abit frm forgetful?haha..), these just a part of wat we have done?haha...we should list 'em down in a day when we are free ^.^ we really did alots of naughty things, very funny,it's sweet and will smile all the way when retrospecting to the past now..
i will attend the gatherings, plans, trips, sing k and other programmes u guys ready for me once i arrive bck to msia..promise!!!if not spider breaks her two invisible legs le ;P

actually there's alots of ppl ask me,do u really need this job to earn money,come bck to msia and meet us?the ans actually no and i really do miss u guys. yet, I have a weird thinking in mind since dunno when.i would like to try my best not to depend on family too much to afford my study exepenses. ya,it's not necessary for me to do tht according family financial but..i stil stubborn on my weird concept ;P did some part time jobs since f5 not only gaining experience and also moving toward concept into reality,get many polls against tho =.= get loan frm my biggest ah long-TARC which ald started chasing hard after me for the obligation now to remind myself i have responsibility to own. mummy,i just wish i could prove to myself i can make it and live independently and explore in different way of life with my own. the bird will stil flying home after finish exploring.thx for yr support,mummy, i LOVE u!!!you are always my good fren and idol......

it's time to say goodbye for everything and look forward to future....wat had happened in my life, sweet and sour memories will be locked in my heart last forever............................................

time to say goodbye....

reflash bck to the day i arrived uk for study with excitement and now,i have almost completed my course and is going to leave here..how's up and down of my feeling now?here will b my life of being a student ends..how it will gonna b for the next?alots of question actually need to think for my future..well,let it to be..

Liverpool,an amazing city i have stayed for 3months.thx GOD for giving me a chance to step on UK and gaining a great experience in my life.i will nvr nvr forget it.alots of programmes waiting for us for these days b4 leaving..appreciate and enjoy every moment we have left and it's gonna be fun!!!hooray!!!guys,rocks ya ^.^

last module exam will be on next tues..wish myself luck on doing well. i really dun wish another regret once again in study life...my study will officially completed on 1st sept '09.and and and it's party time at night!!!!waiting for it..yea yea ;)

will be going to euro trip on 4th sept and back to london on 18sept. will be going to belfast for working on 23rd sept. it's a challenge to me isnt?take flight to there&get to the destination by own, everything gonna be new to me again.will try my best explore this city beside busy working ;) cant consider alone there,but i would like to try have such “一个人吃饭旅行(到处)走走停停，也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心” this kind of life..isnt interesting to have a try? ;) really need to thanks to him from getting a job for me, settle everything and will going to take care of me there..

feel hard on leaving this place..full of memories here..the environment, weather, education, attractions, people....greatful I could be stepped on here once in life.......believe there will be another step in future........

Life@LIverpool

time flies..left 3 weeks of being a student in my life...do whatever i want, do whatever i can,do whatever i wish without any appearance of 'REGRET' in milestone of my life...

met a bunch of new friends during scotland trip (31st July-4th Aug).wat can i say,it' seems like abit late to know u guys..blessing tht i stil could make it before leaving here..u really did cheer my life up here with bringing alots of funs,craz-inessssss!!!!guys,really rocks!!!!

scotland trip,it's thankful frm yen n i that couldnt manage to get the ticket to Edinburgh which organised by JMU student union and we had joined this roads adventure trip!!!do enjoyed every moment we have together!thanks for GOD giving me such nice, interesting, amazing, wonderful trip and meeting up u all..we have succeeded on the challenges during the trips and of coz really thank you to our chairman/organiser/navigator-jack and the kee siao driver-elwes.frankly,freedom with interesting-i could managed to feel so during this trip-without any formal itinerary as we follow the tour usual,with the natural scene views that let ppl feel relax, enjoy etc.排山倒海，爬山涉水样样齐 也足证了--外国的月亮特别圆；星星特别明亮；清澈见底地河溪；靛蓝广阔的海洋；像似梦幻泡影的美景；淳厚清香的威士忌 etc etc....u will understand jay's song well after went through these places..wish it could be last forever...stil on holiday mode during the week after bck frm there..my heart has left in john o' groats or other places else in scotland?

we stil able to make our plan goes on even we should damn rushing for assg that time and before they leave to belfast--steamboat.yupie yaya!!!a simple but nice,warm and full with enjoyment dinner instead of helping u guys for the clearance of food actually...

taking once

2nd taking with a stranger passed by--aminah(elwes)

3rd taking--curi tangkap

here we were-4th taking!!!finally succeed!!!

the steamboat we had

another day again...it seems like a celebration of completing our exam instead celebration of handing in our assgs tho...it considers as supper bbq for normal yet it's dinner for us!!!'doing sth crazy' again...haha...after have a fun on bbq-ing, we have looked forward to watch perseid meteor show with various assumptions on the 'things' over the sky. however, we managed to see the meteor streaks through the night. another different wonderful matter get in LIverpool..

the food for bbq-ing

bbq-ing

appreciate every moment I have now as a student, but then can without exam? it will be perfect on learning without any exam assessment status...