finally..finally

finally..everything has gone to the end..wat i had done in uk just become memorable memories in my life...and im stepping on msia now...just like a dream..nice dream...miss Uk?maybe...really as dory said, u will only start missing uk at the moment yr in flight...i think so? however,there's no time for me to do so...just felt damn sleepy after waiting 18hrs overnite at airport b4 get flight frm london to hk. in total of 48hrs nvr sleep for the time arrived msia. could imagine how fury were I that time? just keep scolding 'fxxk' the time get down here..mayb because of the weather which couldnt stand for and the bad behaviour treatment that i faced for..just felt totally strange of the env...just thinking of london underground when tooking erl to putrajaya..thinking of how warm hiding under the duvet when it's chilling at outside.

slept 20hours until awake by aunty, because of mummy's phone order on worrying of my gastric.hm..couldnt break the record that i wanna reach for:30hrs...haha...there're 1ceiling fan,stand fan &aircond when sleeping in cousin's room...they worry whether im in coma since couldnt awake me for the welcome dinner &ends up get it as supper. felt funny when uncle told me about their worry last nite. feel sleepy and fishing all the ways at day and getting energetic when day getting into dark...im an owl!!!haha...

time to start seeking those food i miss alots tmr onwards..let's go!!!haha...going to meet some frens tmr...miss 'em so much..felt touch when received their calls today and chatting with them for so long...going to stay overnite with them&get a girls' talk...;P

read a news today..a korean model who just 20yrs old had commit suicided in paris..so sorry to hear this...1of my aunt just said y so stupid so easy to end her life like that?just change her job when contract ends if really couldnt stand on it..another aunt just asked me: want to jump off as well since u said wanna bang on wall when u knw gaining too much on weight? my ans was: i wun commit suicide because of this silly simple reasons. feel so stress on job,just change, get another 1.dislike that person's attitude,just ignore..gain on weight,no worry summore, terimee...easy arent?definitely wun choose this way to end my life beside fate..y stil choose the most suffer way to die since u felt so suffocated when yr alive?ends up: they laugh&said nth...

what to do???

Suddenly dig this out frm files in pc..

咖啡闻起来很香, 很诱人但是喝不惯的就会说咖啡很苦, 很难喝. 爱喝咖啡的人就会觉得咖啡很香,有股入口即化诱人的味道,尤苦到甘，由甘至甜的感觉就像人生.

咖啡其实就像人一样, 有些人外表看起来彬彬有礼, 其实居心叵测. 有些人外表平凡, 但却拥有一颗善良的心. 你或许很相信你的一位朋友, 当他遇到困难时, 你尽心尽力的帮他. 可是当你遇到困难时, 第一个逃跑的就是他, 背叛你的也是他. 单纯的以为你待他好, 他也一样会待你好. 其实事实并不是这样. 没有雪中送炭反而落井下石. 因为朋友的背叛让你从此失去了信任别人的信心. 没了互信, 大家总爱互相猜测, 这样的友谊也不长久, 不只是友情, 我想爱情也一样吧!

朋友的背叛让你的心有了一道难以磨灭的疤痕, 这到疤痕到底何时才会痊愈?

可笑的是, 当曾经背叛你的人出现在你面前, 再一次向你求助时你依然狠不下心弃他不顾, 依然尽力帮他. 这是为什么? 要狠下心真的这么难吗? 明明知道他只想利用你, 想骗你, 你依然甘愿被他利用, 被他骗. 为的只是不想看到他那伤心的模样, 为的是因为他是你的朋友. 这样到底值不值得? 是因为我笨, 我容易心软吗?

Susu, rmb what u wrote before? Yea,I stil believe on the theorey:once be a fren, frenship forever. friendship couldn’t be ever if there’s no trust among. And the scar still in my heart. No matter how far im hiding on, I stil can receive her news. Susu, I think my mum really know me too well.even suggest me to get master with her in aus. Better kill me off. Im happy being an ostrich enjoying my life here tho, but it’s time for me to stand up and face it again rite?

My result has released, another again to prove sth to myself..again lack the 2marks to get second upper and my appeal has not been considered…and the stupid tarc officer keep calling me asked why not to attend the convo. I really fed up until would like to tell her, you are making international calls, im sleeping and no need persuade me to attend since Im not pass in excellent result wat. Anyway, wish to congratz to all frens who attended the convo last sat..Aiks..it’s time to tell myself don’t have any good qualification basis on study, better not to waste any money to afford on my further study. Isn’t? There’s an idea appear on mind lately. can I get another diploma on architecture instead further on maste? wish to do sth that I like and interested, it may get high possibility on many objection votes. I think I have too much freedom now & make me act so wild and irrational!

Happy hour here: aunt tsyen,hehe..hm..yr bday rite, couldn’t celebrate for u on that day tim(I think u also wont celebrate with me but someone else who important?fast fast get a 1 ;P). how about b4 or after is it ok for u? stil using the same num?will text u when im bck k?just let me know how do u think k? Esmei,lee mian,lady boss,u&ck,it’s time to treat me makan makan…yummy yummy….ellena ner,dun 4get out ipoh meet…no matter how it will be,must happy always o ;)

Til my turn for job hunting now lu…aiks…wish I could get nice job..mr lucky goes around, borrow frm ms tang&ms eng 1st…ekeke

msia land

8days to go, I can step legs on msia land..hohoho!!!!going to sleep damn enough, eat alots…others?throw it away!!!hooray!!!sokyee, I admit im a hungry ghost din get any food at previous, but thn stil need bring me to seek for nice food ok?muahaha…

Abit feel retarded to leave again..really dislike those feel..aiks..will miss the collegues here.. the weather here too I think so?at least wun be a roast pig as in msia…3/4c has a totally big diff with 30c. which celcius yr prefer? thx for the caring esp when im sick. keep asking me not to back so earlier, staying here til next yr and arrange programmes&eating as more as u can before im leaving. (*ends up keep gaining on weight now…just slim down for the 1^st week of working..haiz…really wanna bang on wall!!!frens,do u stil recognize a pig when I bck to msia?)

thx for the great farewell too!!we went to the best known thai cuisine here and treat me really a big feast(*guess,how much it costs for?), actually we all very poor tho. the 2^nd time went this restaurant within 2months being here..rmb our secret,2k pound, im waiting for yr big feast in msia since couldn’t get a nice Japanese feast with u all when reaching the target soon…hehe… my pleasure to be working&be a part in this branch if compare to other branches..jack,elwes dun too envy thr, our branch let ppl criticized as an old folks home @.@ so u have a ‘bright future’ thr instead…love u all so much..special thnks dedicated to

Dory- manager who ex sot tarcian ‘07. She’s cute&really a nice people. Can crazy all the time yet very serious while there’s customer. Frankly, I also would like to stay as u asked me to do so…

Adrian- another new comers&nice people who also ex sot tarcian&just stayed nearby my house. Such coincident.haha. Really thx for yr accompany to get rid every nite, taught and helped me alots.

Crystal-another ‘sister’ here. Dunno wat words should be used to describe…anyway, nice to work with 3 of u…

Kin&soon- main chefs here who helpful.always cook nice food. I will nvr forget the instant noodles u guys cook for us. Haha

peter&others- feel grateful to work with u esp peter, the only 1 angmo, meet u at short time tho. ;)

Nvr forget how we fun during the times, how to run off like crazy ppl to get rid of buses, eat food during working, do whatever u would like to do..

In short,it’s really a happy working family!!  

Post up the pics in belfast asap ya..but no guarantee o..i think seldom to update my blog soon after bck to msia..since im the kind of hardworking ppl…ekeke