Guilin China Trip

back frm guilin on sun...and the 8days trip ends so...how's the trip?nice?

hm..it just feels like back to the era of ancient. the visit places we went mostly were countrysides and villages, nanning is the 1 downtown for the whole trip...wat I learned frm this trip, DO APPRECIATE the TOILET and bathroom we have here...straggle and superannuated, poor hygenic conditions, the words used for sone villages. however, really feel syok with the cold weather here meanwhile the others wore like a 'bak zhang'? ends up everyone miss the weather thr now...hoho..and we also realise that we know nth about the real history of china even those common..really know very little, not enough 1/2 past 6...haha!!!how proud to announce??

have 2great tour guides..china tour guide has intro us an awesome drama-神医喜来乐.  a chinese version comedy of mr bean..another drama couldnt imagine how hardworking we're watching with cousins&aunties in hotels- 莲花雨(reject tour guides to arrange extra programme for us& willing to bath after it finishes...crazy crazy!!) the another local tour guide-eric.hm...how should i describe on him? just 5 years elder than me, this is the most reason as i think can explain how he can interact&fun with us well..he just acted like a santa clause during the trip which always can get variety of snacks, biscuits, chipmores frm his bag...n get some return for him-we always get some innovative ideas to fool both tour guides esp eric until...they dunno wat to say&keep complaining we are too naughty..

tried a diff style of steamboat which intro by eric, kfc, mcd...n the things we found the time most- mineral water which promoted by leehom with diff horoscopes, snacks&milk tea by jaychou, beers by coco lee&last but not least chef hong's instant beef noodles!!!!yummy yummy!!! photos will be uploaded asap as well as belfast n kl~~will be bck with the nice pics...;) cheers~~

finally..finally

finally..everything has gone to the end..wat i had done in uk just become memorable memories in my life...and im stepping on msia now...just like a dream..nice dream...miss Uk?maybe...really as dory said, u will only start missing uk at the moment yr in flight...i think so? however,there's no time for me to do so...just felt damn sleepy after waiting 18hrs overnite at airport b4 get flight frm london to hk. in total of 48hrs nvr sleep for the time arrived msia. could imagine how fury were I that time? just keep scolding 'fxxk' the time get down here..mayb because of the weather which couldnt stand for and the bad behaviour treatment that i faced for..just felt totally strange of the env...just thinking of london underground when tooking erl to putrajaya..thinking of how warm hiding under the duvet when it's chilling at outside.

slept 20hours until awake by aunty, because of mummy's phone order on worrying of my gastric.hm..couldnt break the record that i wanna reach for:30hrs...haha...there're 1ceiling fan,stand fan &aircond when sleeping in cousin's room...they worry whether im in coma since couldnt awake me for the welcome dinner &ends up get it as supper. felt funny when uncle told me about their worry last nite. feel sleepy and fishing all the ways at day and getting energetic when day getting into dark...im an owl!!!haha...

time to start seeking those food i miss alots tmr onwards..let's go!!!haha...going to meet some frens tmr...miss 'em so much..felt touch when received their calls today and chatting with them for so long...going to stay overnite with them&get a girls' talk...;P

read a news today..a korean model who just 20yrs old had commit suicided in paris..so sorry to hear this...1of my aunt just said y so stupid so easy to end her life like that?just change her job when contract ends if really couldnt stand on it..another aunt just asked me: want to jump off as well since u said wanna bang on wall when u knw gaining too much on weight? my ans was: i wun commit suicide because of this silly simple reasons. feel so stress on job,just change, get another 1.dislike that person's attitude,just ignore..gain on weight,no worry summore, terimee...easy arent?definitely wun choose this way to end my life beside fate..y stil choose the most suffer way to die since u felt so suffocated when yr alive?ends up: they laugh&said nth...

what to do???

Suddenly dig this out frm files in pc..

咖啡闻起来很香, 很诱人但是喝不惯的就会说咖啡很苦, 很难喝. 爱喝咖啡的人就会觉得咖啡很香,有股入口即化诱人的味道,尤苦到甘，由甘至甜的感觉就像人生.

咖啡其实就像人一样, 有些人外表看起来彬彬有礼, 其实居心叵测. 有些人外表平凡, 但却拥有一颗善良的心. 你或许很相信你的一位朋友, 当他遇到困难时, 你尽心尽力的帮他. 可是当你遇到困难时, 第一个逃跑的就是他, 背叛你的也是他. 单纯的以为你待他好, 他也一样会待你好. 其实事实并不是这样. 没有雪中送炭反而落井下石. 因为朋友的背叛让你从此失去了信任别人的信心. 没了互信, 大家总爱互相猜测, 这样的友谊也不长久, 不只是友情, 我想爱情也一样吧!

朋友的背叛让你的心有了一道难以磨灭的疤痕, 这到疤痕到底何时才会痊愈?

可笑的是, 当曾经背叛你的人出现在你面前, 再一次向你求助时你依然狠不下心弃他不顾, 依然尽力帮他. 这是为什么? 要狠下心真的这么难吗? 明明知道他只想利用你, 想骗你, 你依然甘愿被他利用, 被他骗. 为的只是不想看到他那伤心的模样, 为的是因为他是你的朋友. 这样到底值不值得? 是因为我笨, 我容易心软吗?

Susu, rmb what u wrote before? Yea,I stil believe on the theorey:once be a fren, frenship forever. friendship couldn’t be ever if there’s no trust among. And the scar still in my heart. No matter how far im hiding on, I stil can receive her news. Susu, I think my mum really know me too well.even suggest me to get master with her in aus. Better kill me off. Im happy being an ostrich enjoying my life here tho, but it’s time for me to stand up and face it again rite?

My result has released, another again to prove sth to myself..again lack the 2marks to get second upper and my appeal has not been considered…and the stupid tarc officer keep calling me asked why not to attend the convo. I really fed up until would like to tell her, you are making international calls, im sleeping and no need persuade me to attend since Im not pass in excellent result wat. Anyway, wish to congratz to all frens who attended the convo last sat..Aiks..it’s time to tell myself don’t have any good qualification basis on study, better not to waste any money to afford on my further study. Isn’t? There’s an idea appear on mind lately. can I get another diploma on architecture instead further on maste? wish to do sth that I like and interested, it may get high possibility on many objection votes. I think I have too much freedom now & make me act so wild and irrational!

Happy hour here: aunt tsyen,hehe..hm..yr bday rite, couldn’t celebrate for u on that day tim(I think u also wont celebrate with me but someone else who important?fast fast get a 1 ;P). how about b4 or after is it ok for u? stil using the same num?will text u when im bck k?just let me know how do u think k? Esmei,lee mian,lady boss,u&ck,it’s time to treat me makan makan…yummy yummy….ellena ner,dun 4get out ipoh meet…no matter how it will be,must happy always o ;)

Til my turn for job hunting now lu…aiks…wish I could get nice job..mr lucky goes around, borrow frm ms tang&ms eng 1st…ekeke

msia land

8days to go, I can step legs on msia land..hohoho!!!!going to sleep damn enough, eat alots…others?throw it away!!!hooray!!!sokyee, I admit im a hungry ghost din get any food at previous, but thn stil need bring me to seek for nice food ok?muahaha…

Abit feel retarded to leave again..really dislike those feel..aiks..will miss the collegues here.. the weather here too I think so?at least wun be a roast pig as in msia…3/4c has a totally big diff with 30c. which celcius yr prefer? thx for the caring esp when im sick. keep asking me not to back so earlier, staying here til next yr and arrange programmes&eating as more as u can before im leaving. (*ends up keep gaining on weight now…just slim down for the 1^st week of working..haiz…really wanna bang on wall!!!frens,do u stil recognize a pig when I bck to msia?)

thx for the great farewell too!!we went to the best known thai cuisine here and treat me really a big feast(*guess,how much it costs for?), actually we all very poor tho. the 2^nd time went this restaurant within 2months being here..rmb our secret,2k pound, im waiting for yr big feast in msia since couldn’t get a nice Japanese feast with u all when reaching the target soon…hehe… my pleasure to be working&be a part in this branch if compare to other branches..jack,elwes dun too envy thr, our branch let ppl criticized as an old folks home @.@ so u have a ‘bright future’ thr instead…love u all so much..special thnks dedicated to

Dory- manager who ex sot tarcian ‘07. She’s cute&really a nice people. Can crazy all the time yet very serious while there’s customer. Frankly, I also would like to stay as u asked me to do so…

Adrian- another new comers&nice people who also ex sot tarcian&just stayed nearby my house. Such coincident.haha. Really thx for yr accompany to get rid every nite, taught and helped me alots.

Crystal-another ‘sister’ here. Dunno wat words should be used to describe…anyway, nice to work with 3 of u…

Kin&soon- main chefs here who helpful.always cook nice food. I will nvr forget the instant noodles u guys cook for us. Haha

peter&others- feel grateful to work with u esp peter, the only 1 angmo, meet u at short time tho. ;)

Nvr forget how we fun during the times, how to run off like crazy ppl to get rid of buses, eat food during working, do whatever u would like to do..

In short,it’s really a happy working family!!  

Post up the pics in belfast asap ya..but no guarantee o..i think seldom to update my blog soon after bck to msia..since im the kind of hardworking ppl…ekeke

sick@.@

the thing i hate in my life...which let me feel like out of control,just lying on bed doing nothing that wish to do...cant fun..cant play..if sick,better kill me off directly its better than torturing me...

if gonna tell the reason i sick....will be unbelievable?food poisoning bcoz of the instant noodle....the feeling really very bad....feeling not well for whole day and at last keep vomitting the hour b4 finish working last nite....adrian asked me those symptoms i had and said it just totally same like dory, my collegue who get food poisoning also last week and get sick leave for 5 days.and wat i had eaten and the time for meal also the same...we are the last 1 who get the instant noodle...

stomach totally empty after keep vomiting for whole day food...no appetite at all for food now...better kill me off again...either feel wanna vomit once see whatever food in front / feel vomit after eaten...better not to waste food again...tried to get some light food,ends up only can lying on bed even sitting will let me felt so..haiz...headache,dizziness.,feel impotence.....i want my energy back and go for fun ah....not lying on bed ah,it's enjoyful sometimes to do so tho...want to get nice nice food with collegues ah...sick leave for a day has cause me 42pound gone....can i recover by tmr?no money can let me waste so...mr leng zai $,come bck to my side,ok?suddenly missing someone seriously, really wish the person could beside me now..again,it's a silly thought....im starting to think childish again...

i think i really not suitable to stay in belfast...seems like so many things since arrived here...nvm..countdown-ing going bck to msia now...

law of attraction~~BELIEVE

i believe...sending strong positive msg to myself...sunny days ahead soon ;)

have to start for my new job tmr onwards, i believe everything gonna be fine ;)

finally get this book 'law of attraction' by michael j.losier in a cheaper price and for sure i bought!!!yupie~~~it's useful to me and suyen, cant deny isnt it?hehe....strongly recommend it...

will be my last day for holiday..no time for me wandering around...but i believe it will be interesting days for this coming month...^.^ lee mian, nvr 4get wat u said-our spirit:nvr give up!!!ya...everything gonna be fine,this is wat im telling myself now...flashing back every pictures in my pc~diploma,advance,liverpool and family&frens~~~it such memorable memories for me..miss grandma..i really miss her...and those who gave me many sweet and sour days although we ends up now just like an enemy. and i stil very dispute to hear any news about u...neither angry nor...sometimes too care of a person will just make yourself miserable...miss sokyee, pui mun u guys too,when is our next trip?miss the genting trip o...smelly bek,beh....always zat me until no day no nite but care me always...really long time din crazy with u guys ald....it's time to miss all of u ;)

thanks for my sweety mummy who really cheer me up&support me always..aunties,family members all called up, msn,fb-ing to persuade me to further my study on master...apa apa teknik semua pun keluar...just let me keep laughing on here... the main thing is,really let me felt touch u guys really know wat im thinking&worrying for eventhough nvr tell u all b4 since im so stubborn on it...just let me felt wanna cry tht day..told mummy wat is my plan for and ends for this persuading war for a week..if not my ears and eyes cond get tortured..

as wat i know frm sista, our house has renovated again&almost the furnitures get a new 1..even pillow,bedsheets, the main gate&windows everything...as wat mummy's reason~~welcome me home @.@ always given those weird reason...wondering could i recognise my home when bck to ipoh? besides that, thanks for waiting me back&home and then get for our family trip..thanks for giving me a warm family which nvr left me alone.....

wandering around~~

another nice video to watch...dunno wat's going on me lately..just keep listening those sentimental songs(left all the R&B, hiphop songs behind)...abit moody...likes everything not going smoothly...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gk2oPC7o1aw&feature=related

finally found this mv bck...like this song,touch and meaningful...seldom watch these sad songs mv, scare my tears will just drop out easily...but now...keep trying to watch, it still unable to make me cry out....suffer...just like a valcano will boom out anytime....i hate myself how to become so emo...emo until i couldnt recognise myself...get a haircut and get another new job..new env soon,cheer up myself and everything gonna be fine, i believe....i must....;)

fortunate/unfortunate

it's the day should consider as lucky or unlucky? the time i awake on morning, found my right eyes red,swollen and look carefully on it, saw it like really abnormal as normal eye and different with those infections i had before. worried and called u up,susu and get an advice better go 2 get consultant frm doc.. feel scare and blur dunno wat should I do beforehand. get the student insurance card, money and hp then went to pharmarcy and recommended to nearest hospital( there's no clinic here, weird isnt?)belfast city hospital-nice visit attraction. @.@so many procedures b4 get towards a doc.. and need to wait at the A&E dept...(horrible dept after I felt so after IICU)geramnya...realised my insurance term has been expired few days ago meanwhile waiting there..gosh!!!i was wondering tht time, if really as wat the travel agents told us b4, 50pound at least u get a doc...spending over b4 start to work to earn money bck...

the another thing happened while waiting. get a called frm Ginza boss,said wanna hire me pulak coz there's a gal performance not so ideal after i get a job at another restaurant and will start soon...which should I choose?
Ginza: nicer pay, shorter working hours,the working place more far abit
HUngry rest: less pay, longer working hours have to work until 1am and walked bck alone

headache headache.....
till my turn finally after 1 hour has gone...a nice and pretty doc..haha...mood also better isnt?haha..after she gave me some consultancies, she told me so:"u have better eye vision for infected eye than yr normal eye'..swt....
after all over the consultancies and get the medicine, felt unbelievable when i asked her where should I pay(thought at least there's a payment counter). she just gave me a response like wat alieny language im speaking...it's funny for her expression!!!haha..she replied me so, it's free!!and u can come bck anytime if stil hvn recover..hooray!!!!!i saved money again...happy happy!!! after home, another freeze day hide myself on the bed with thick duvet and reading novel..nice rest day...whee~~~

flavour of song again...

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢地走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃

就像我说的

追不到的梦想

换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色

先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机

现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了

谁在偷笑呢

我靠着稻草人

吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦 哦

午后吉他在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

kinda like this song esp its lyrics since listened to it 1st time....it really leads u to the way of positive and happy thinking is it?it's kinda useful for me once again lately, keep listening to it...i do really miss home seriously these days...wish everything will get better there before i bck....thx for ah bek's opinion, as wat u said, there's an ans in mind, it just need someone to support it actually...

stil rmb i felt excited few days ago when telling aunty about my plan for future after bck to msia and she agrees on it. yet, i think the plan should change now..my dream needs to change... as well as everyone happy and never regret to go through their own life...home is most important than money...

get this....

爱情

　　爱情有时候只需要一个眼神，就抵的过千言万语。

　　爱情的真谛我理解为：不顾一切的爱，爱的死心塌地，爱的痛彻心扉，爱的不顾一切。

　　我一直理解失去等于得到，当你失去这段爱情的时候，不要只想着悲伤，为什么不理解为是开始另一段爱情的开始，爱情亦是如此，生活也是如此。

　　爱情，谁都不能理解爱情到底是什么，只知道彼此喜欢，彼此欣赏，彼此希望成为彼此的唯一。记得爱过的人有这样一句话：爱是因为互相欣赏而开始 的，因为心动而相恋，因为互相离不开而结婚，但更重要的一点是需要宽容、谅解、习惯和适应才会携手一生！我一直都很喜欢这句话，要想爱情的长久不是这样 吗？

　　爱情的长久在于一方的死心塌地。

　　人的一生一定要经历一次轰轰烈烈的爱，才不会觉得遗憾。不管结果是什么，只要你付出一切的来爱，就不要后悔你所选择的结果，茫茫人海你我相遇是种缘分，无法与你走到尽头是你我缘分不够，竟然爱了就不要后悔。彼此祝福是最好的结束。

　　爱过，伤过，痛过，剩下的就是回忆。

　　生活

　　生活往往是不如意的，生活中有快乐，有不快乐，有顺心，有不顺心。

　　生活的真谛我理解为：生活是一种享受，不管是快乐，还是不快乐，我们都要学会享受生活，享受其中的快乐与不快乐。

　　生活也是一种态度，快乐的我们懂的享受，不快乐的我们也要懂的学会享受，人的一生很短暂，既然上苍选择了你来到这个世界，那么我们要做的就是享受这个世界给你带来的所有，快乐当作上苍对你的奖赏，不快乐的当作上苍对你的考验。

　　一种好的心态会给你带来不一样的命运。

　　我希望我身边所有的人，懂的享受生活，不要被你生活中不如意的事所打倒，我们要学会坚强，要学会寻找快乐。学会享受。

this is wat in my mind now....cheers, guys ;)

belfast~~amazing city ep2

2nd day:

whoa~~such a nice day!!!can sleep until awake naturally!!!said no when Zhyen asking me to follow him to restaurant. it's a good day for exploring Belfast city with the travel guide and infor he get to me isnt?it's time to read&digest all the books, feels like getting to exam soon!!!lolx. it's really an amazing city to stay on besides liverpool(at least the people here wouldnt be a 'drunk ghost' at the night?). another thing realised, almost the Hk citizen getting around here. all the people I made frens with are frm HK. get dinner at an authentic thai cuisine restaurant-The Golden Elephant, a luxury restaurant being owned by HK citizen. I swear, I would never dare to step in if seeing any this kind of restaurant in UK. the food there really nice, and of course expensive too. keep listening to the songs we had always fun around-I gotta feeling, Hatin on the club etc when entering into the shops during shopping. really miss the moments~~

3rd day:

another exploring day with his aunt. went to St George's market and chose the crabs for our dinner. took the city sightseeing bus looking ard the city after some festivals and wandering around. tht's a nice flavour of choc&marshmallows crepe tasted here. after get some shopping, get dimsum for hightea/dinner. it feels familiar, traditional menu originated frm HK. miss the dimsum in Ipoh...nice seafood big feast&home-cooked soup for dinner/supper... how much big feast should cond after knowing I had put on weight in total of 7kg after liverpool,euro and london trip!!!terrible weight isnt?gosh..

4th day:

call bck to say happy birthday to mum in the early of morning...my mum beat with sis-i will forget her bday..this is wat she told me when i greet her @.@ actually...thanks to tech adv now-reminder..haha.mum told me some funny talks between Zhyen and his mum about me..he really funny until..dunno what should I say..really feel strange after nvr meet him up for few yrs..I think same to him too..excited to knw wat will happening next on during my days~~ ciao

belfast~~amazing city

4th day in belfast..quite dramatic frm the day I reached here until today. this is wat I can tell if you're going to ask wat feeling I have to be here..hm...they do really take good caqre of me until dunno wat words I should use for to express my feeling..how u judge on it after reading the stories below?hehe..lucky?good or well?

1st day:
although really bad luck during the way frm London to Belfast, the station i should catch for my train through online booking is not available and need to further to another train station rushing up for my journey. being charged for my luggage overloaded although had scaled on it few times before to airport which shown less than 15kg!!! my flight was delayed & the time I reached here was raining @.@ how difficult for me to get the right way to lisburn. fortunately, he called me up few times once down frm the flight& given me the directions. I only rmb I had totally forgotten to get some souvenirs for him and his aunt during the trips which keep reminding by mum before that tho.get scolded when calling up my mum to tell so, and the most terrible thing is, she thought im stil in europe -.- (just rmb to sms me wat to buy for her always but forget wat i told her--my mum)

decided to give my multi-purpose knife which bought in Swiss(only thing suitable for guy in luggage ;P) and a bottle of dkny perfume for them since they really take care of me( ready a room, bed, duvet cover everything for me when I was stil in Liverpool, asked what I need& keep asking when I will arrive)..say bye to my multi-purpose knife because of my careless...
Zhyen picked me up at the train station with my boss-chrisr&bought me to somewhere else. he is the 1 who said I look like my mum, will she feel happy after this?(spoilt her reputation.-she always care on.lolx) after so, he brought me to choose&pay for my working shoes & pants. how paiseh was I that time?

Ginza- Japanese restaurant, my working place was next on. env here very nice&of course the menu prices very fantastic too. lolx. get an interview by big boss and get dinner in the restaurant with other waiting staff.Im only the girl staff here& only know chris wont hire girl staff usually. met an ex tarcian 07' senior here who is my collegue. feel very fishy when chat with him for so long with cantonese and only knw he's frm JB and couldnt speak it well after that. Ranger!!!its cool man!!!!big boss fetched me home with this(should only will be home waiting for Zhyen finish his working at 1st)...wondering how many nice cars being seated during this 1/2 yr in Uk?hm...hm.. feel comfort the time reached home, and again very paiseh...he let his room out for me..haiz...

to be cond..... ;)

things in mind~~

drafted this for some time& not able to get chance to upload after bck frm Europe and London. Just feel moody and tired to walk around in London, felt something needed to boost energy to further on my trip/ sleep for whole day without bothering any matter around.
time really flies..until I felt couldnt manage to cope with the changes around. felt abit lonely and confusing. is it because the incidents happened around me lately?or... everything goes blank in my mind now and for future as well. start missing family, buddies, friends, food,home etc...and without hesitation, the days in liverpool with u guys!!!days for scotland trip,Land's end trip..how long I would take to recover frm emo? moving towards rather than emo-ing there to reflash bck previous days, this is wat i can do isnt? The feeling I have now--

had been the countries and places that would like to go for in my life..esp NETHERLANDS!!!whoa~~like this country since primary and the autumn season in Paris!! really awesome and marvelous!!feel grateful had been stepping on so many countries when I only 22!!! just feel regret couldnt get myself visit the tulip farm which tulip is my favourite plant and lavender farm in southest of UK. learnt few languages eg Italy and really gain knowledge through this europe trip. feel happy going to have my days in belfast for autumn season which i had dreamed before and I have made it during my uni life(thought it may take many yrs to realise my dream..ekeke)

thanks for everyone to cherish my days in liverpool~~mayyi, esmee, lee min, ellena, yen, chiun siew, ckeat, elwes, jack,si yuan...etc feel grateful to know u----all the best there and do take good care!!waiting for our reunion in msia!!!muackssss

last module for degree

the time i should...scratching my head on book and im here now so hardworking on random blogging!!!!!gonna have my last module exam tmr!!!!~better give me a slap~feel so reluctant for leaving+ moody to ready for exam+wish to go for festival+get more time to be with friends=weird feeling I have now...how should i describe for it?

feel really warm to receive sms frm mummy when studying just now.only realise how long have been didnt skype and msn with them.here there are"girl.the luggage get shipped bck ald?those important doc must keep properly esp the passport.dun left it in luggage and ship it bck,you stil need to use it.must put properly!dun be so careless,forget this and that.must take good care of yrself." frankly,i have forgotten abt it and luckily my luggage stil here ;P chat with them through sms, and get a reply of 'dun nervous,relax wow,dun think so much and sleep early' when telling her gonna sit for last module exam, may not able to get 2nd upper for degree and feel very sorry because of a big mistake i have made here. this is wat mum usually ask me to do when i have exam,not asking me to study hard, go for sleep instead =.= and get a call frm uncle &aunty who live in canada,they just wish me to pass and stay happy&healthy. really will feel self-condemned sometimes. i ald cant get an excellent result on study performance as other cousins have made,only the 1 have to spend alots to afford my study butim the most who u gusy care on.

have missed out 2 chances of getting merit for diploma and advance because lack of 0.02.i really dont wish it will happen on me again and could get wat i want. how optimistic should i be for this?"我坚持的 都值得坚持么 我所相信的 就是真的么 如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有么 而如果都算了 不要呢" quoted frm a song, this is wat in my mind now'......time to study again.....wish myself really have a luck and all the best~~~if u believe u can,u can

MISS MISS.....

really do MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS mummy,buddies(knw who you are,no need mention ge la,hehe),friends.food.my lovely-sofa,bed,car, guitar
there's a list for me MUST EAT after bck to msia.here they are:
-kl: nasi lemak ayam, carrot o juice, beef burger(mr beh,when we go to eat again?yummy yummy,but then no supper time ;P), steamboat, sushi buffet, mussels, oysters,unagi,satay etc
-ipoh:dim sum.peanut dessert, secret recipe, assam laksa, thai food,home cooked food,hakka mee, red bean ice, egg tart,wan tan mee etc
-kuantan&kuala rompin:seafood!!!curry mee,otak otak,lagsang etc etc etc etc etc etc etc

feel abit dizzy after finish reading the list?susu,yenyi,ah bek, zhang, khien,beh, agnes,kalvan, u guys must get ready for it o...yummy yummy..here we go!!!!wait me back!!!slurp slurp~~~my saliva has to be out of control until nov...suffer~ing

here to say very thank you for u guys who email me, giving me concerns and lots of supports. really feel warm when receiving it always in these 3 months. it's great and very appreciate we all are stil keep in touch and nvr forget me. feel very sorry i couldnt able to attend some of friends' convo again in coming nov eventhough we have dealed before that we have to attend it together on waiting me bck frm summer course. in addition,i have missed alots of gatherings and celebrations with u guys...really very sorry because of the decision i have been made.
susu, '冒着被狗追的危险爬墙壁出来，在漆黑的夜晚躺在儿童游乐场看星星，荡秋千，爬架子...我想和我一起做那么调皮的事情的好友都还记得吧！' of course,it will nvr be deleted frm our memories isnt?hehe..and as wat i rmb(suprise that i stil rmb and recover abit frm forgetful?haha..), these just a part of wat we have done?haha...we should list 'em down in a day when we are free ^.^ we really did alots of naughty things, very funny,it's sweet and will smile all the way when retrospecting to the past now..
i will attend the gatherings, plans, trips, sing k and other programmes u guys ready for me once i arrive bck to msia..promise!!!if not spider breaks her two invisible legs le ;P

actually there's alots of ppl ask me,do u really need this job to earn money,come bck to msia and meet us?the ans actually no and i really do miss u guys. yet, I have a weird thinking in mind since dunno when.i would like to try my best not to depend on family too much to afford my study exepenses. ya,it's not necessary for me to do tht according family financial but..i stil stubborn on my weird concept ;P did some part time jobs since f5 not only gaining experience and also moving toward concept into reality,get many polls against tho =.= get loan frm my biggest ah long-TARC which ald started chasing hard after me for the obligation now to remind myself i have responsibility to own. mummy,i just wish i could prove to myself i can make it and live independently and explore in different way of life with my own. the bird will stil flying home after finish exploring.thx for yr support,mummy, i LOVE u!!!you are always my good fren and idol......

it's time to say goodbye for everything and look forward to future....wat had happened in my life, sweet and sour memories will be locked in my heart last forever............................................

time to say goodbye....

reflash bck to the day i arrived uk for study with excitement and now,i have almost completed my course and is going to leave here..how's up and down of my feeling now?here will b my life of being a student ends..how it will gonna b for the next?alots of question actually need to think for my future..well,let it to be..

Liverpool,an amazing city i have stayed for 3months.thx GOD for giving me a chance to step on UK and gaining a great experience in my life.i will nvr nvr forget it.alots of programmes waiting for us for these days b4 leaving..appreciate and enjoy every moment we have left and it's gonna be fun!!!hooray!!!guys,rocks ya ^.^

last module exam will be on next tues..wish myself luck on doing well. i really dun wish another regret once again in study life...my study will officially completed on 1st sept '09.and and and it's party time at night!!!!waiting for it..yea yea ;)

will be going to euro trip on 4th sept and back to london on 18sept. will be going to belfast for working on 23rd sept. it's a challenge to me isnt?take flight to there&get to the destination by own, everything gonna be new to me again.will try my best explore this city beside busy working ;) cant consider alone there,but i would like to try have such “一个人吃饭旅行(到处)走走停停，也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心” this kind of life..isnt interesting to have a try? ;) really need to thanks to him from getting a job for me, settle everything and will going to take care of me there..

feel hard on leaving this place..full of memories here..the environment, weather, education, attractions, people....greatful I could be stepped on here once in life.......believe there will be another step in future........

Life@LIverpool

time flies..left 3 weeks of being a student in my life...do whatever i want, do whatever i can,do whatever i wish without any appearance of 'REGRET' in milestone of my life...

met a bunch of new friends during scotland trip (31st July-4th Aug).wat can i say,it' seems like abit late to know u guys..blessing tht i stil could make it before leaving here..u really did cheer my life up here with bringing alots of funs,craz-inessssss!!!!guys,really rocks!!!!

scotland trip,it's thankful frm yen n i that couldnt manage to get the ticket to Edinburgh which organised by JMU student union and we had joined this roads adventure trip!!!do enjoyed every moment we have together!thanks for GOD giving me such nice, interesting, amazing, wonderful trip and meeting up u all..we have succeeded on the challenges during the trips and of coz really thank you to our chairman/organiser/navigator-jack and the kee siao driver-elwes.frankly,freedom with interesting-i could managed to feel so during this trip-without any formal itinerary as we follow the tour usual,with the natural scene views that let ppl feel relax, enjoy etc.排山倒海，爬山涉水样样齐 也足证了--外国的月亮特别圆；星星特别明亮；清澈见底地河溪；靛蓝广阔的海洋；像似梦幻泡影的美景；淳厚清香的威士忌 etc etc....u will understand jay's song well after went through these places..wish it could be last forever...stil on holiday mode during the week after bck frm there..my heart has left in john o' groats or other places else in scotland?

we stil able to make our plan goes on even we should damn rushing for assg that time and before they leave to belfast--steamboat.yupie yaya!!!a simple but nice,warm and full with enjoyment dinner instead of helping u guys for the clearance of food actually...

taking once

2nd taking with a stranger passed by--aminah(elwes)

3rd taking--curi tangkap

here we were-4th taking!!!finally succeed!!!

the steamboat we had

another day again...it seems like a celebration of completing our exam instead celebration of handing in our assgs tho...it considers as supper bbq for normal yet it's dinner for us!!!'doing sth crazy' again...haha...after have a fun on bbq-ing, we have looked forward to watch perseid meteor show with various assumptions on the 'things' over the sky. however, we managed to see the meteor streaks through the night. another different wonderful matter get in LIverpool..

the food for bbq-ing

bbq-ing

appreciate every moment I have now as a student, but then can without exam? it will be perfect on learning without any exam assessment status...