忍不住想说出来

昨日几位同事在办公室提及他们的岳母是多么地肮脏麻烦,听了他们的埋怨论后(没法子,他们都站在我的座位范围内) 得知其实是患上普遍的老人痴呆症...无奈他们的嗓子有点点大,真的听不下去 了,最终跑去另一边继续工作...不置可否任何批评..只是本人还是有稍稍生气一下...

不觉得很过分吗?岳母也是你的长辈啊,最可恶的是,自己的亲生儿女也是一直骂母亲,不给他吃这么多,稍微用厕太久,母亲情不自禁拉屎,他也不想啊...母亲老了生病了,就要得到这样的对待?!!是否想过,你们小的时候,同样的情景,他们都是无怨无悔地处理后善. 也许该释怀..毕竟这已是现有社会的病态..可是我还是觉得..无论长辈以前对你多坏,他们还是长辈..也许也做了许多让你生气的事情...其实他们的年纪越大,他们越期望儿女们可以听一下脚步陪陪他们,去聆听他们的心声,多给予关怀而已...也许这一切都虚伪...其实只要有那一份用心,便做到了..这些变成微不足道了,当你回想的时候..

在这后想起即将来临的毕业典礼日正巧也是公公逝世五周年.他们都来不及出席...希望他们能在不同的国度与我分享这一刻..虽然仍接受不到你们的离世即使几年过去了...铭记不忘 早上普通毛病傍晚公公就逝世,婆婆等着我考试完毕,让我见最后一面那刻..对不起不曾探望你们在身不由己情况下..对不起我以往任性我行我素的性格..对不起

嬉笑 打闹 拥抱
留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠 熬过了最低潮
一起生活 也一起埋
怨过 走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明 你知道

晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫
感情很微妙 再多付出
也好 再多关心都徒劳

爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好 我想你
一定会选择 假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好


晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫
感情很微妙 再多付出
也好 再多关心都徒劳

爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道
我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好 我想你
一定会选择 假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好 我想你
一定会选择 假装不知道

难到是我对我自己不够好

likes this when listened on it at the 1st time...seldom can get nice chinese song recenly..yet this, it nice for me n would like to share this here..frm nicholas -低调

1 of the para..just like reflecting the exactly wat i would like 2 say out in a day with enough braveness on myself...everything will be alright...i stil believe so...

time to backlogged and backdated for the photos after missing awhile from here...here you go..yen,finally updated about belfast lolx!!!whee~~

miss my multi-purpose knife...gave to sin zyehn due to forgetness to get his souvenir during the trip...



1 of the shopping malls..likes to hang around here for shopping,watching movie etc...
                                                                                                                                                                         types of dried chiilies used to sell in ireland during the festival
the airport which brought me to belfast....stil rmb the day i reached on this land and the day i left here...and how the feeling was....

if not mistaken,it's parliament...hoho...




ulster-part of belfast...it sth like our village which we called in Msia...traditional and conservative approach could be used here ;)
Queen's Uni-the famous and oldesr..n can get exemption and disct by applying master with tarc adv dip o....


beef noodles with hk style..it's really yummy..
p/s: due to the suprises given, couldnt get any big feast of the seafoods and japanese food photos for u guys...didnt bring the camera out...yet,stil the freshness of crabs, 'lai liu har'....unbelievable for the freshness.could u imagine,the seafood just caught on the morning and eaten by me on evening...how cruel m i?

dim sum in belfast....it will be more taste to Hk made since there're so many HK-ian there....the siew mai...my favourite....




my favourite season-AUTUMN~~
















back frm guilin on sun...and the 8days trip ends so...how's the trip?nice?
hm..it just feels like back to the era of ancient. the visit places we went mostly were countrysides and villages, nanning is the 1 downtown for the whole trip...wat I learned frm this trip, DO APPRECIATE the TOILET and bathroom we have here...straggle and superannuated, poor hygenic conditions, the words used for sone villages. however, really feel syok with the cold weather here meanwhile the others wore like a 'bak zhang'? ends up everyone miss the weather thr now...hoho..and we also realise that we know nth about the real history of china even those common..really know very little, not enough 1/2 past 6...haha!!!how proud to announce??

have 2great tour guides..china tour guide has intro us an awesome drama-神医喜来乐.  a chinese version comedy of mr bean..another drama couldnt imagine how hardworking we're watching with cousins&aunties in hotels- 莲花雨(reject tour guides to arrange extra programme for us& willing to bath after it finishes...crazy crazy!!) the another local tour guide-eric.hm...how should i describe on him? just 5 years elder than me, this is the most reason as i think can explain how he can interact&fun with us well..he just acted like a santa clause during the trip which always can get variety of snacks, biscuits, chipmores frm his bag...n get some return for him-we always get some innovative ideas to fool both tour guides esp eric until...they dunno wat to say&keep complaining we are too naughty..

tried a diff style of steamboat which intro by eric, kfc, mcd...n the things we found the time most- mineral water which promoted by leehom with diff horoscopes, snacks&milk tea by jaychou, beers by coco lee&last but not least chef hong's instant beef noodles!!!!yummy yummy!!! photos will be uploaded asap as well as belfast n kl~~will be bck with the nice pics...;) cheers~~

finally..everything has gone to the end..wat i had done in uk just become memorable memories in my life...and im stepping on msia now...just like a dream..nice dream...miss Uk?maybe...really as dory said, u will only start missing uk at the moment yr in flight...i think so? however,there's no time for me to do so...just felt damn sleepy after waiting 18hrs overnite at airport b4 get flight frm london to hk. in total of 48hrs nvr sleep for the time arrived msia. could imagine how fury were I that time? just keep scolding 'fxxk' the time get down here..mayb because of the weather which couldnt stand for and the bad behaviour treatment that i faced for..just felt totally strange of the env...just thinking of london underground when tooking erl to putrajaya..thinking of how warm hiding under the duvet when it's chilling at outside.

slept 20hours until awake by aunty, because of mummy's phone order on worrying of my gastric.hm..couldnt break the record that i wanna reach for:30hrs...haha...there're 1ceiling fan,stand fan &aircond when sleeping in cousin's room...they worry whether im in coma since couldnt awake me for the welcome dinner &ends up get it as supper. felt funny when uncle told me about their worry last nite. feel sleepy and fishing all the ways at day and getting energetic when day getting into dark...im an owl!!!haha...

time to start seeking those food i miss alots tmr onwards..let's go!!!haha...going to meet some frens tmr...miss 'em so much..felt touch when received their calls today and chatting with them for so long...going to stay overnite with them&get a girls' talk...;P

read a news today..a korean model who just 20yrs old had commit suicided in paris..so sorry to hear this...1of my aunt just said y so stupid so easy to end her life like that?just change her job when contract ends if really couldnt stand on it..another aunt just asked me: want to jump off as well since u said wanna bang on wall when u knw gaining too much on weight? my ans was: i wun commit suicide because of this silly simple reasons. feel so stress on job,just change, get another 1.dislike that person's attitude,just ignore..gain on weight,no worry summore, terimee...easy arent?definitely wun choose this way to end my life beside fate..y stil choose the most suffer way to die since u felt so suffocated when yr alive?ends up: they laugh&said nth...