flavour of song again...

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢地走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃

就像我说的

追不到的梦想

换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色

先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机

现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了

谁在偷笑呢

我靠着稻草人

吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦 哦

午后吉他在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

kinda like this song esp its lyrics since listened to it 1st time....it really leads u to the way of positive and happy thinking is it?it's kinda useful for me once again lately, keep listening to it...i do really miss home seriously these days...wish everything will get better there before i bck....thx for ah bek's opinion, as wat u said, there's an ans in mind, it just need someone to support it actually...

stil rmb i felt excited few days ago when telling aunty about my plan for future after bck to msia and she agrees on it. yet, i think the plan should change now..my dream needs to change... as well as everyone happy and never regret to go through their own life...home is most important than money...

get this....

爱情

　　爱情有时候只需要一个眼神，就抵的过千言万语。

　　爱情的真谛我理解为：不顾一切的爱，爱的死心塌地，爱的痛彻心扉，爱的不顾一切。

　　我一直理解失去等于得到，当你失去这段爱情的时候，不要只想着悲伤，为什么不理解为是开始另一段爱情的开始，爱情亦是如此，生活也是如此。

　　爱情，谁都不能理解爱情到底是什么，只知道彼此喜欢，彼此欣赏，彼此希望成为彼此的唯一。记得爱过的人有这样一句话：爱是因为互相欣赏而开始 的，因为心动而相恋，因为互相离不开而结婚，但更重要的一点是需要宽容、谅解、习惯和适应才会携手一生！我一直都很喜欢这句话，要想爱情的长久不是这样 吗？

　　爱情的长久在于一方的死心塌地。

　　人的一生一定要经历一次轰轰烈烈的爱，才不会觉得遗憾。不管结果是什么，只要你付出一切的来爱，就不要后悔你所选择的结果，茫茫人海你我相遇是种缘分，无法与你走到尽头是你我缘分不够，竟然爱了就不要后悔。彼此祝福是最好的结束。

　　爱过，伤过，痛过，剩下的就是回忆。

　　生活

　　生活往往是不如意的，生活中有快乐，有不快乐，有顺心，有不顺心。

　　生活的真谛我理解为：生活是一种享受，不管是快乐，还是不快乐，我们都要学会享受生活，享受其中的快乐与不快乐。

　　生活也是一种态度，快乐的我们懂的享受，不快乐的我们也要懂的学会享受，人的一生很短暂，既然上苍选择了你来到这个世界，那么我们要做的就是享受这个世界给你带来的所有，快乐当作上苍对你的奖赏，不快乐的当作上苍对你的考验。

　　一种好的心态会给你带来不一样的命运。

　　我希望我身边所有的人，懂的享受生活，不要被你生活中不如意的事所打倒，我们要学会坚强，要学会寻找快乐。学会享受。

this is wat in my mind now....cheers, guys ;)

belfast~~amazing city ep2

2nd day:

whoa~~such a nice day!!!can sleep until awake naturally!!!said no when Zhyen asking me to follow him to restaurant. it's a good day for exploring Belfast city with the travel guide and infor he get to me isnt?it's time to read&digest all the books, feels like getting to exam soon!!!lolx. it's really an amazing city to stay on besides liverpool(at least the people here wouldnt be a 'drunk ghost' at the night?). another thing realised, almost the Hk citizen getting around here. all the people I made frens with are frm HK. get dinner at an authentic thai cuisine restaurant-The Golden Elephant, a luxury restaurant being owned by HK citizen. I swear, I would never dare to step in if seeing any this kind of restaurant in UK. the food there really nice, and of course expensive too. keep listening to the songs we had always fun around-I gotta feeling, Hatin on the club etc when entering into the shops during shopping. really miss the moments~~

3rd day:

another exploring day with his aunt. went to St George's market and chose the crabs for our dinner. took the city sightseeing bus looking ard the city after some festivals and wandering around. tht's a nice flavour of choc&marshmallows crepe tasted here. after get some shopping, get dimsum for hightea/dinner. it feels familiar, traditional menu originated frm HK. miss the dimsum in Ipoh...nice seafood big feast&home-cooked soup for dinner/supper... how much big feast should cond after knowing I had put on weight in total of 7kg after liverpool,euro and london trip!!!terrible weight isnt?gosh..

4th day:

call bck to say happy birthday to mum in the early of morning...my mum beat with sis-i will forget her bday..this is wat she told me when i greet her @.@ actually...thanks to tech adv now-reminder..haha.mum told me some funny talks between Zhyen and his mum about me..he really funny until..dunno what should I say..really feel strange after nvr meet him up for few yrs..I think same to him too..excited to knw wat will happening next on during my days~~ ciao

belfast~~amazing city

4th day in belfast..quite dramatic frm the day I reached here until today. this is wat I can tell if you're going to ask wat feeling I have to be here..hm...they do really take good caqre of me until dunno wat words I should use for to express my feeling..how u judge on it after reading the stories below?hehe..lucky?good or well?

1st day:
although really bad luck during the way frm London to Belfast, the station i should catch for my train through online booking is not available and need to further to another train station rushing up for my journey. being charged for my luggage overloaded although had scaled on it few times before to airport which shown less than 15kg!!! my flight was delayed & the time I reached here was raining @.@ how difficult for me to get the right way to lisburn. fortunately, he called me up few times once down frm the flight& given me the directions. I only rmb I had totally forgotten to get some souvenirs for him and his aunt during the trips which keep reminding by mum before that tho.get scolded when calling up my mum to tell so, and the most terrible thing is, she thought im stil in europe -.- (just rmb to sms me wat to buy for her always but forget wat i told her--my mum)

decided to give my multi-purpose knife which bought in Swiss(only thing suitable for guy in luggage ;P) and a bottle of dkny perfume for them since they really take care of me( ready a room, bed, duvet cover everything for me when I was stil in Liverpool, asked what I need& keep asking when I will arrive)..say bye to my multi-purpose knife because of my careless...
Zhyen picked me up at the train station with my boss-chrisr&bought me to somewhere else. he is the 1 who said I look like my mum, will she feel happy after this?(spoilt her reputation.-she always care on.lolx) after so, he brought me to choose&pay for my working shoes & pants. how paiseh was I that time?

Ginza- Japanese restaurant, my working place was next on. env here very nice&of course the menu prices very fantastic too. lolx. get an interview by big boss and get dinner in the restaurant with other waiting staff.Im only the girl staff here& only know chris wont hire girl staff usually. met an ex tarcian 07' senior here who is my collegue. feel very fishy when chat with him for so long with cantonese and only knw he's frm JB and couldnt speak it well after that. Ranger!!!its cool man!!!!big boss fetched me home with this(should only will be home waiting for Zhyen finish his working at 1st)...wondering how many nice cars being seated during this 1/2 yr in Uk?hm...hm.. feel comfort the time reached home, and again very paiseh...he let his room out for me..haiz...

to be cond..... ;)

things in mind~~

drafted this for some time& not able to get chance to upload after bck frm Europe and London. Just feel moody and tired to walk around in London, felt something needed to boost energy to further on my trip/ sleep for whole day without bothering any matter around.
time really flies..until I felt couldnt manage to cope with the changes around. felt abit lonely and confusing. is it because the incidents happened around me lately?or... everything goes blank in my mind now and for future as well. start missing family, buddies, friends, food,home etc...and without hesitation, the days in liverpool with u guys!!!days for scotland trip,Land's end trip..how long I would take to recover frm emo? moving towards rather than emo-ing there to reflash bck previous days, this is wat i can do isnt? The feeling I have now--

had been the countries and places that would like to go for in my life..esp NETHERLANDS!!!whoa~~like this country since primary and the autumn season in Paris!! really awesome and marvelous!!feel grateful had been stepping on so many countries when I only 22!!! just feel regret couldnt get myself visit the tulip farm which tulip is my favourite plant and lavender farm in southest of UK. learnt few languages eg Italy and really gain knowledge through this europe trip. feel happy going to have my days in belfast for autumn season which i had dreamed before and I have made it during my uni life(thought it may take many yrs to realise my dream..ekeke)

thanks for everyone to cherish my days in liverpool~~mayyi, esmee, lee min, ellena, yen, chiun siew, ckeat, elwes, jack,si yuan...etc feel grateful to know u----all the best there and do take good care!!waiting for our reunion in msia!!!muackssss

last module for degree

the time i should...scratching my head on book and im here now so hardworking on random blogging!!!!!gonna have my last module exam tmr!!!!~better give me a slap~feel so reluctant for leaving+ moody to ready for exam+wish to go for festival+get more time to be with friends=weird feeling I have now...how should i describe for it?

feel really warm to receive sms frm mummy when studying just now.only realise how long have been didnt skype and msn with them.here there are"girl.the luggage get shipped bck ald?those important doc must keep properly esp the passport.dun left it in luggage and ship it bck,you stil need to use it.must put properly!dun be so careless,forget this and that.must take good care of yrself." frankly,i have forgotten abt it and luckily my luggage stil here ;P chat with them through sms, and get a reply of 'dun nervous,relax wow,dun think so much and sleep early' when telling her gonna sit for last module exam, may not able to get 2nd upper for degree and feel very sorry because of a big mistake i have made here. this is wat mum usually ask me to do when i have exam,not asking me to study hard, go for sleep instead =.= and get a call frm uncle &aunty who live in canada,they just wish me to pass and stay happy&healthy. really will feel self-condemned sometimes. i ald cant get an excellent result on study performance as other cousins have made,only the 1 have to spend alots to afford my study butim the most who u gusy care on.

have missed out 2 chances of getting merit for diploma and advance because lack of 0.02.i really dont wish it will happen on me again and could get wat i want. how optimistic should i be for this?"我坚持的 都值得坚持么 我所相信的 就是真的么 如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有么 而如果都算了 不要呢" quoted frm a song, this is wat in my mind now'......time to study again.....wish myself really have a luck and all the best~~~if u believe u can,u can